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Vicious Cycles

by kneedeep

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1.
im going to kill myself i finally did it ive given up one you im taking my life back i can i will show you my will to fight to live to s u r v i v e dont you think ..that all of this could have been different? no. im finally giving up on you im finally taking it back my life means more to me than you ever fucking will everything i am and everything i do will always be in service of you.
2.
dont you find it funny? that we let people change the way we feel about ourselves. dont you find it funny, that i feel like i hate myself because of you. i feel like i cant be myself anymore, who would want to live a life afraid of you, who would want that for themselves. why do we always choose to hurt ourselves. dont you find it funny.. that i hate myself. dont you find it funny that i feel like i cant be myself because of you. everytime i see your stupid fucking smile my heart bleeds flowers everytime
3.
Helen Killer 00:54
sometimes i just want to hang out with best friends all the time i cant do things on my own its alil funny that i need people like you to help me to help you to help me to help you that's a load of bullshit don't you fucking think? no its not! we all need people to depend on friends, family or foes people who give us life everything ive honed is because of them.
4.
i just want to die rotting away inside waiting for something that never comes around its these vicious cycles we go through i hate to hate i love to love but when it comes to you its none of the above indifference to the suffering fuck your subtlety fuck your loyalty fuck your allegiance fuck your fallacies fuck your pride live to die or just die screaming at the sky doesnt change a thing barking and moaning no one can fucking hear you youre all alone and nobody will remember you screaming at the sky doesnt change a thing fuck your subtlety fuck your loyalty fuck your allegiance fuck your pride live to die or just die i hate to hate and love to love i just want to die rotting away waiting for something that never comes around fuck your subtlety fuck your loyalty fuck your fallacies barking and moaning no one can hear you
5.
sought motives and shortcuts theres always an easy way out,huh? breathe your last breath because the world is leaving us behind id rather see , rather be your cornerstone to future wars the man who stretched his bones too far the soil will forge on forever itll grind with the winds that forgot about its suffering dont sink smothering the stars with your disgusting vibrations keeping to the beat with you blood thirsty demons am i happy your're dead... the rest of us are dying to stain the heavens with your dirty ashes the soil will move on without us.
6.
T2 03:38
and sometimes i think about what it is i want in life ya know? what do you want from me is it answers or questions to your existence. how did it get like this? how did my day become the same day for the past year. you have no disregard except for yourself you are a walking, lying , disgusting disease of a human part of me wishes you would just die consider this a personal attack and im launching first and im launching fast if you hear this ... g o o d maybe you'll finally hear me out this time.. all we are is nothing all we go is nowhere what am i to do when im all alone thinking about you.. what can i possibly do now...
7.
7 02:13
this is an accumulation of my thoughts: i would fuck you up in heartbeat you know this i know this whats easiest influenced when baited with fish on a cheap thread? you. a generated illusion that generates itself that only knows itself no inclusion you're better off implementing your final solution you have no system to support you all you are is mud with a thousand tiny cracks a new day surfaces and you're nowhere to be found... i hope it stays that way. and all i wanna do is drag your face through the fucking mud like you've done to me and i wanna do is walk all over you like you've done to me.

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these seven songs were tracked, mixed, and mastered by both Matt Young and (mostly) Nick Miller at Press Studios in Stockton CA. thanks to Nick for helping us bring our visions to life.

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released July 20, 2019

produced by knee deep

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