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I Finally Did It
01:16
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im going to kill myself
i finally did it
ive given up one you
im taking my life back
i can i will
show you my will to fight
to live
to s u r v i v e
dont you think ..that all of this
could have been different?
no.
im finally giving up on you
im finally taking it back
my life means more to me
than you ever fucking will
everything i am and everything i do
will always be in service of you.
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asongaboutsmiles
01:56
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dont you find it funny? that we let people change the way we feel about ourselves.
dont you find it funny, that i feel like i hate myself because of you.
i feel like i cant be myself anymore, who would want to live a life afraid of you, who would want that for themselves.
why do we always choose to hurt ourselves.
dont you find it funny.. that i hate myself.
dont you find it funny that i feel like i cant be myself because of you.
everytime i see your stupid fucking smile my heart bleeds flowers everytime
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3. |
Helen Killer
00:54
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sometimes i just want to hang out with best friends all the time
i cant do things on my own
its alil funny that i need people like you
to help me to help you
to help me to help you
that's a load of bullshit don't you fucking think?
no its not!
we all need people to depend on
friends, family or foes
people who give us life
everything ive honed is because of them.
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4. |
Vicious Cycles
02:42
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i just want to die rotting away inside
waiting for something that never comes around
its these vicious cycles we go through
i hate to hate i love to love but when it comes to you its none of the above
indifference to the suffering
fuck your subtlety
fuck your loyalty
fuck your allegiance
fuck your fallacies
fuck your pride live to die or just die
screaming at the sky doesnt change a thing
barking and moaning
no one can fucking hear you
youre all alone and nobody will remember you
screaming at the sky doesnt change a thing
fuck your subtlety
fuck your loyalty
fuck your allegiance
fuck your pride
live to die or just die
i hate to hate and love to love
i just want to die rotting away
waiting for something that never comes around
fuck your subtlety
fuck your loyalty
fuck your fallacies
barking and moaning
no one can hear you
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5. |
An Easy Way Out, Huh?
01:26
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sought motives and shortcuts
theres always an easy way out,huh?
breathe your last breath
because the world is leaving us behind
id rather see , rather be
your cornerstone
to future wars
the man who stretched his bones too far
the soil will forge on forever
itll grind with the winds that forgot about its suffering
dont sink
smothering the stars
with your disgusting vibrations
keeping to the beat
with you blood thirsty demons
am i happy your're dead...
the rest of us are dying
to stain the heavens
with your dirty ashes
the soil will move on without us.
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6. |
T2
03:38
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and sometimes i think about what it is i want in life ya know?
what do you want from me
is it answers or questions to your existence.
how did it get like this?
how did my day become the same day for the past year.
you have no disregard except for yourself
you are a walking, lying , disgusting disease of a human
part of me wishes you would just die
consider this a personal attack
and im launching first
and im launching fast
if you hear this ...
g o o d
maybe you'll finally hear me out this time..
all we are is nothing all we go is nowhere
what am i to do when im all alone thinking about you..
what can i possibly do now...
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7. |
7
02:13
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this is an accumulation of my thoughts:
i would fuck you up in heartbeat
you know this i know this
whats easiest influenced when baited with fish on a cheap thread?
you.
a generated illusion that generates itself
that only knows itself
no inclusion
you're better off implementing your final solution
you have no system to support you
all you are is mud with a thousand tiny cracks
a new day surfaces and you're nowhere to be found...
i hope it stays that way.
and all i wanna do is drag your face through the fucking mud
like you've done to me
and i wanna do is walk all over you like you've done to me.
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